26-07-2009..

Had mahjong session in the evening..
lose 75 worx..
sianx.. already so broke liaox still will lose..
perhaps that's because i didn't had mood to play bahx..

rushed down to Zirca.. managed to reach by 2.20am..
lolx.. luckily got guestlist..
if not 2plus am liaox still pay to go club..
a bit bo hua lahx.. lolx..

anyway.. club seems a bit more crowded..
here's what happened..

saw plenty of eye candies..
i saw and talked to Lucas.. he was with his friends and WeiWei.. Surprised worx.. the best part.. his friends all not very clean worx..
my Malaysian airport guy approached and talked to me on his own, surprisingly..
saw my eye candies Samuel & Tantric-Daniel..
a guy called Lionel came to know me and exchanged numbers..
Joshua managed to recognise me.. finally met him face to face.. :) happy worx..

Roy's comment.. surprisingly you're so in luck despite being clean.. lolx..

19th July 2009..

Life is unfair..
it's a known fact..
but i expected better from you..
over such a small matter..
towards me..
but not towards him..
why's that so..?
it's not even my fault..
u almost ruin the whole night for me..
i thank the rest for lightening up my mood..

since..
i thought i knew you..
i thought u cared..
i thought u would understand..
i thought i could bear with it..

but no more..
things are still gonna be the same..
i hope.. and i'll try..





know a cutie today..
H.P.
lolx.. thanks Imran..

Weird Dream..

I had a weird dream just now..
surprisingly.. i can remember it..
i thought you're suppose to forget the dream once you're awake..?
nvm.. anyway..
very short dream..

i dreamt i was at a place..
it was crowded..
you were there with many of my friends..
caught ur eye a few times..
eye contact many times..
finally.. i wouldn't take it any longer..
when ur head was turned..
i kissed your cheeks..
u turned ur head.. surprised..
but kissed on my lips when u saw it was me..
and then u whispered to me..
i'd rather u hold my hand and nv let go..
i held and we went window shopping..
however..
it was my fault..
something distracted me and i let go of your hand to go towards it..
last of the dream..
last i remembered..
u were standing there..
looking sadly as i left..

dunno why i dreamt of you.. RK..

The Child Within..

You know the machines that around everywhere.. the one which u put in a dollar coin and try ur luck at catching a toy..?

i dunno why.. sometimes i walk pass the machine and the soft toys inside are just so cute that i cannot resist.. i have to catch them..

resulting..? i think i have more than 15 on hand.. more than 15 given away.. lolx..

i guess i really enjoy the thrill of catching the toy.. it could be also because after spending $5 without any luck.. u just feel as though u have to catch it or else u've been wasting ur time..

lolx.. comical.. next time.. i should just get rid of all my pillows and replace them with my soft toys.. lolx..

Together.. The Love Of Siam..

5th July 2009..

Here i am.. on a nice sunday afternoon.. and what am i doing..?

staying home.. watching dvd.. reading books..

my god.. where's my life..? it's now all about work..

i seldom go out.. only to workplace..

i dun go for dates.. romantic walks.. night cuddling.. couple movies..

i'm alone..

on the bright side though..

the books i read are fantastic.. and the dvds i watch are fabulous..

especially the current one..

Sex & the City.. lolx..

Watcha Think About Amy..

Remix.. enjoy..