Cultivation.. it's time for me to 上山修练.. lolx.. you may think.. for what..? i think maybe work has affected my mood..? i begin to feel more easily 'changed'.. as in.. my mood swings come very frequently.. i am easily irritated.. angered.. etc..
1 such example is when i'm in lan.. i cannot sit near people who likes to play music.. left and right.. different music being played.. headache str8 away.. or when Andy play audition.. he misses.. he slams the keyboard.. i'm irritated & pissed off.. to me it's like.. it's not e keyboards' fault.. dun vent ur fustration on it.. this is the way i think now.. but last time.. i'll just be like.. 'hey hey, relax lahx'.. how like that..? where's my usual 开心就好..? haix..
another reason being.. emo-ing too much is not healthy.. that's what i think.. i'll be bothered by the news i hear about the ppl whom i have a liking for.. especially him.. it's not i dun wanna know updates about him or anyone.. i just dun wanna b affected by it.. i wan the news 2 b jus neutral news 2 me..
i wanna cultivate to the standard of who i used to be.. the ice queen.. well.. not those cold hearted kind of ppl.. but u know what i mean right.. so.. yeah..
update on work ~ work is the usual.. boring and everything.. sales getting nowhere.. hanging in midair.. 1 thing has changed.. i think by tomorrow morning.. most of my co-workers would know i'm AJ cux Delong's friend 'pitcha' my lobang.. lolx.. well.. i've got to live with it bahx.. afterall i have to wrk till the end of the bazaar.. and that is.. erm.. 5th of May..? yeah.. gdluck 2 myself.. lolx.. ciaox..