Festive Season Approaching..

Going Christmas liaox.. today Christmas eve le worx.. hmm.. nothing much to update.. well.. get a very ultra part time job helping out at Tantric.. not a job which my Mum would accpet.. but it's still a job though.. lolx.. worked for 3 days le.. tonight will be the 'last' night liaox.. hmm.. working there.. new experience bahx.. but very tiring worx.. cux have to stand all night.. lolx.. but the working environment is really nice.. even though i'm a newcomer.. still treat me the same.. all behave like 1 big family.. ah gua family lahx.. lolx.. no offence worx.. the the music.. woot.. nice nice de.. sometimes also got music which i used to hear from WhyNot.. shiok arhx..! lolx..
hmm..i dunno what to type lahx.. later today also need to go for IP Zone de interview.. hopefully can get the job lorx.. the got a normal day job which my Mum wants me to have.. yeah.. oh.. and i'll be updating my presents.. both from my Birthday and Christmas.. when arhx..? not sure.. early January..? i know very far frm my bday liaox.. but cannot hlp it if ppl give it to me late rite..? well.. i gtg leave lan shop liaox.. till next time.. ciaox..

Boring Life..

Life is a bore.. really.. it's always so nice to find something new.. but after a while.. you get bored with it.. not becuase it's not nice.. but because you're facing it too often and for the same reason.. a routine.. it's so hard to find something entertaining in this small dot island.. there's nothing much.. life's a bore..

Drained..

Oh my god.. i am so.. argh..! why is it that no one knows how to care for themselves..? why ma i always the one who has to look after them..? it is not my job.. and some people would even say i am being a busybody.. but.. what choice do i have..? they're my friends and i want them to b alright.. furthermore.. i dun see anyone capable of the job.. so far.. they have proven nothing to me.. i am very tired.. trying so hard.. but the problems are comeing one after another.. i care for them.. but i also need to be cared.. i'm not able to support the sky by myself.. all i am asking is for them to be more sensitive towards the people around them.. is that too much to ask..? i am already very open minded with them.. all the jokes about myself etc.. no matter how tired i am of it.. i will still hold on.. why..? cause they are all there.. i'd rather hang out with a group of people who are happy then a group of people who are unhappy.. haix.. all i know is i am very tired.. physically.. mentally.. and emotionally.. tired.. how i wish i've got someone for me to hold on.. someone who will hug me from the behind and just hold me there.. someone who will hear me whine and tell me everything will be fine.. haix.. tired.. drained of every emotion i have.. i have.. and i am iced..

Fresh.. Right.. Sick..

In the beginning.. things were nice and fresh.. it was a new experience.. so u continue.. it feels nice.. it feels right.. as if it is the positive thing.. however.. as times goes by.. the same thing.. over and over.. again and again.. you'll get sick.. i'm already sick.. said it at least a month ago.. but i dun practice what i preach.. i still continue.. this happens all the time.. this is the second time it has happened.. remember my previous post mentioned a change in my life..? till now.. not done.. how like that.. haix.. a bit disappointed with myself.. why do i have self control.. discipline for others.. but none for myself..? i wanna do the things i say.. i really do.. haix..

Sentosa.. Away Away We Go..

Got woken up by Monster early this morning.. at 8.30am.. he morning call me to get ready for Sentosa.. and the best part is.. we are meeting at 11.30am.. ended up is around 12+ then reach.. but rain was getting heavier and heavier.. hmm.. not a good day to be raining.. anyway.. jammed at Vivocity for quite long cux very heavy rain.. when Andrea finally arrived.. away away we went.. not to Sentosa.. but to Speedy.. now typing this post at Speedy.. lolx.. anyway.. ciaox.. gtg play games liaox..